I start school in two days.
Gosh I hope I can get through this year. And see my friends and smile more and get a date to prom.
I'll try my best, of course, but saying goodbye to all happy days all the time will be difficult, especially because I have to go back to my situation at school.
Although, I realized recently that I brought it on myself, so I've gotta' suck it up and deal.

I did so much this summer and went to so many places. It was [almost] perfect in [almost] every way.
And I changed. I hope it's for the better.

So tomorrow I have another driving lesson, then I'm gonna' try to get my working papers finished so I can get a job and that's it.
I didn't make the Varsity Volleyball team, so I 'dunno how Autumn will go, but I hope it will be epic.
The biggest year of high school for me and I know I gotta' try my hardest. And I will!
Last night staying up so late. It's unfortunate.

But today was fun. (:
I did a photoshoot for one of my besties! Although it was kind of embarrassing hahah...

So, last night tomorrow. Then, farwell summer of 2009.

~Emily

Today was awesome. (:
I went mini golfing with some of my best friends, then we went to an AMUSEMENT PARK!
We road these rides and played like children and got ice cream.
I got a hot fudge sunday, of course.
And afterwards, we went to my friends house and STARGAZED.
It's one of my favorite things to do. We took so many random pictures and jammed to music and it was so fun! And the stars were beautiful.
So pretty tonight.
It was fun to just spend the night with friends and enjoy my life. Although, I think from riding all the spinny rides I got a little dizzy... XD
I wish summer wasn't gonna' end so soon.

Note: TOMORROW I MIGHT BE ABLE TO SEE PONYO AGAIN!

~Emily

Gosh it's quite late, but I cannot sleep, so I guess I'll write some.
Been spending some time on Gaia. Got a dream avvie, but no gold. It'll take a while, hopefully I'll be patient enough to stick with it, but who knows. Nevertheless, it's a change which is nice.
I've been chillin' out, mostly. I started driving, which was awesome. (:
I can drive on the road now, to places and not get killed... yet. Cannot speak for the future, but for a beginner my driving coach said I was doing awesome! So, yeah! Whoo!
I've done lotsta' things. School shopping, movie watching, etc. I'm still obsessed with Ponyo. (: It's probably one of my favorite movies, if not my favorite movie. I made a little papercraft Ponyo and it's cute, cute, cute!
I also bought the song. I love the line where it's like, "Maybe I might love you." That always gets to me.
Anywho, I'm gonna' stop rambling on accounta' I bet no one cares. P:
So, see you. Be back when I'm making sense.

~Emily

Some douche on Gaia hacking into my account.
To whomever you are:
YOU ARE A DOUCHEBOX (because you are too big of a douche to fit in a bag).
GIMME MY GOLD BACK, DOUCHE.
Douche... :P

Also, my pen pal accepted my friend request on facebook. :)
I'm worried he'll think that I'm a lesbian 'cause I'm "engaged" to my best friend and there are all these girls commenting on my pictures about how they think I'm pretty and that they love me, so...
Hopefully he won't think that... yeah...

~Emily

Today was an excellent day!
I went to Alex's sweet 16 birthday party and I was worried, 'cause normally I cannot stand crowds much...
But it was awesome! I was social and I re-kindled old friendships and made new ones. :) And afterwards, people wanted to give me a hug goodbye! It made me so happy!
And when I got home, I received an e-mail from my pen pal in Japan. He said that he loved the gifts and that he got a facebook. Whoo! I'm so glad we are still keeping in touch. So far, it's been about... three or four years now?
It's so awesome. I'd like to visit him someday. I hope we can remain in contact for a long time.
So, I had an awesome day. And a movie to sum it all up, possibly with ice cream... even though I already had too much cake. ;)
So, I'm trying to live my life to the fullest. Today was a pretty good example of that. :D
Bye for now!

~Emily